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rejected

by n0trixx

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1.
Tvar 02:15
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Я двуличная тварь Раздели меня на два Сколько б ты меня ни звал Не увидишь никогда Все мои поступки ложь В моем слове пустота Ты от правды не уйдешь Видишь в зеркале рога Я не знаю что есть я Мой диагноз тишина Сколько можно изменять Свой моральный ДНК Где-то там в другое время На костре сожгут меня А сегодня твое бремя Не сойти со мной с ума Хоть теперь уже наверно Не остановить тебя Приучись за километр Обходить таких как я Я двуличная тварь Раздели меня на два Если это невозможно Просто четвертуй меня Двуличная тварь Раздели меня на два
2.
Do I Exist 04:06
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Have you ever felt all this pain inside When you wake up one day and all your life is a lie You never wanted this and when you try to escape it A million hands reach out wanting you reined in You wake up beside a total stranger Your family feels like it’s someone else’s Your bed your clothes// your home are tainted Your friends stare at you with unfamiliar faces You are confused, you find the solace in your sound You know you wanna fly but you’re bound to the ground You try to tear the ropes but they’re tightly tied And the dual realities start to collide I am the tumour in my head My mind is split into shatters My alter ego wants me dead But I don’t think that it matters There’s no way out I feel I’m broken Can’t heal my demise What is it like to be living two lives? A hypocritical wretch overgrown with lies The contempt of the people whose beloved died Cannot match the hatred of the voice inside They hate everything that you stand for They hate that you’re not what they want You’re nothing but a trash can for rejected thoughts A misfit, a pariah, a sequence of n0ts I am the tumour in my head I am the infinite darkness My alter ego wants me dead But we’re unlikely to part ways Mind blows up I cannot soothe her I don’t know how I can last tremolo Will she take away my future Like I took away her past I feel I’m broken Can’t heal my demise Mind knows thoughts unspoken Doors close walls have eyes Do you really think that you exist? Schizophrenic with a story twist Do you think that you have lost your mind Shut up the voice inside Remember when we fell from grace You watched it from another place? You really think you were not there Stop pretending — you did not care Remember when we fell from grace You were in another place? You’re acting like you didn’t care Do you know that you were there? Do you really think that you exist? Schizophrenic with a story twist How does it feel to destroy your life Exemplary worker, mother, wife Is that the life that you came for? Is that the life that you want? You’re a psycho with a twisted mind Screaming from the inside I feel I’m broken Can’t heal my demise Will I take away your future Like you took away my past Have I really felt this pain inside Were we really living separate lives Did I make up this whole story twist Do I really think that you exist?
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Hard to Be a God 02:39
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Carnivore sister and cannibal brother Carnival freak on behalf of the mother Got no idea which con was the father Eating the kids if it’s too much to bother What’s for lunch today? Putrefaction and decay I am not okay, I was born this way Do you want to play? Anything if you can pay I was born a prey it’s too late to pray Broken people twisted bones Calling names and throwing stones Every street is filled with moans There’s no king there are no thrones Gallows serving as street lights Fed will be the one who fights Those that shine too much too bright Will be slaughtered in the night The whole town is full of filth Stupefying stench of piss Vermin rule in bubbling bliss In this fathomless abyss Vomit served in silver cups To the lords stewing in dirty tubs Nursing all their bleeding stumps Pinchin’ the skin ‘til the wound erupts Ты уже харкаешь кровью You’ll be dead before you know it Insides set ablaze in the coldest of flames The infection spreads like fire There’s no chance of getting away Why do the better people Die never been an equal Fight when the world is so flawed it’s so Hard to be a god Why are the wretched still Alive in the gutters angels Writhe when the soul is so cold it’s so Hard to be a god There is no cure for this sickness This disease got no symptoms Only brain slowly resets To its primitive instincts The escape is in your knowledge but you’ve chosen to ignore this You’ve forgotten how to reason, only picking simple choices And Your ignorance is an impervious bliss You could have been taught but you’re taking the piss It’s a brain self destruction epidemic for the masses All the books that you have burned would have given you the answers You are fearing the unknown cuz of the knowledge you are missing Hating every deviation cuz you simply cannot seize it Praying to your god ur praying for forgiveness Blind to your stupor blind to your sickness Basic common sense is what you’re arguing against Your kin is doomed to drown in its own pathetic waste
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Hatred 03:05
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Hatred One two three confess We’re faceless and dangerous, chromatophoric, acerous Our darkness contagious pyrophoric and omnivorous I’ve come here to share this no panic I’ll be generous Engage with the rage, spit the sickness on the hypocrites No matter what happens I’ll be sticking to my guns Screaming and snapping we’ll be having so much fun There’s no stopping us. Once you’re here you cannot run My beats will now be dropping heavy bass a fucking ton ugh Pickin on ghastly sounds of the underworld Sickening, vastly loud so your blood runs cold We’re the force of the reckless, unbowed and bold We’re the source of the madness lo and behold ugh Hands up as n0trixx be bringin you some new shit X-rated and so sick you’ll be jumping in the moshpit Got game it’s insane keep bumping and you’ll fuck with it My claim is to see you headbanging to the next bit Hands up or I will shoot!!! Show me all your fucking energy and rampage I want to see the floor thumping louder from the mad rage Thunder in your ears and lightning in your rib cage Shockwaves as n0trixx takes over the stage Neurodivergent prevail this is the new age Riot on a grand scale, we bring you to the next page Show me who you are and show me all your rampage Bow down as n0trixx steps up upon the stage Show me all your fucking energy and rampage I want to see the floor thumping louder from the mad rage Thunder in your ears and lightning in your rib cage Shockwaves as n0trixx takes over the stage Show me all your fucking energy and rampage I want to see the floor thumping louder from the mad rage Thunder in your ears and lightning in your rib cage Shockwaves as n0trixx takes over the stage one two three confess one two three confess one two three confess one two three Show me all your fucking energy and rampage I want to see the floor thumping louder from the mad rage Thunder in your ears and lightning in your rib cage Shockwaves as n0trixx takes over the stage Show me all your fucking energy and rampage I want to see the floor thumping louder from the mad rage Thunder in your ears and lightning in your rib cage Shockwaves as n0trixx takes over the stage
5.
Satn 02:29
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This babe is looking hot tonight Her skin so pale her dress so tight In a club she would be turning heads for sure But on this floor they’re alone to his delight Her striking eyes in vacant stare Her features beautiful and fair She looks like she’s a cover girl He thinks he must have seen her there She is a mess now to be fair The dirty face the tangled hair He wonders what could make this beauty Slip and end up in his lair Clothes come off her body splendid She got all of his respect she’s tonight’s special act All the care with which she’s tended Opposites attract, dead and living interact Eyes are red and cold and My skin is made of satin I worship no one I’m the daughter of the Satan His eyes absorb her for a while His face is twisted in a smile He always saw the beauty in the things that others find so vile The lesions are few inches deep The rigor tucked her in to sleep Necrosis is purification he always said, they called him creep She is so perfect she’s a queen He swears to god he’s never seen A single lady on this earth that would be looking so supreme Candles lit he steps in circle So excited he is choking all his demons now awoken Dead embrace feels so immortal Lights go off the spell is broken breathing stops her eyes are open Eyes are red and cold and My skin is made of satin I worship no one I’m the daughter of the Satan Eyes are red and cold and My skin is made of satin I worship no one I’m the daughter of the Satan
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14 Left (Factory 81 Cover) 03:09
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Right I had been so good till I Found my enemy I had suffered for what’s right And no one helped me Tracing my scars They’ve fucking Carving me apart again Raising the bar Skin will rip Caught in the pit Fingers rip in and it’s sickening Going too far Blood will drip I’m losing my mind but i feel alive now I’m laughing inside as the memories fade away I need you to see I’m stronger Defending my pride and honour I need you to see it’s over I have my own mind stone sober Tracing my scars They’ve fucking Carving me apart again Raising the bar Skin will rip Caught in the pit Fingers rip in and it’s sickening Going too far Blood will drip I open my eyes and I feel alive now I’m laughing inside as I try to fade away You could see me suffer when what you took from me you could see me suffer I am crying you could see me suffer everything you’ve done to me let you fry Wreck yourself you punk you still be lyin You watch me suffer just to bring it back again I don’t care about the things you telling about me Watch yourself living authentic lie I open my eyes and I feel alive now I’m laughing inside as I try to fade away I hear my own voice will it seem familiar I’m losing my mind but I’m still alive now You can see me suffer whatchu You can watch me suffer I am crying You can see me suffer don’t you fucking hurt me You can watch me suffer I’m alive
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Morphine 03:25
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What if this were my last breath Would you take it with me It’s probably the death You’ve just begun to see How you made me forget The weaknesses in me You taught me to stand up And fight what’s meant to be Drowning morphine in your sorrow Saying baby it’s okay Knowing there is no tomorrow Dying every single day Every time I said it’s hard to Take that there’s no fucking way You would smile at me and argue That’s the price you have to pay Saw you staring in the mirror clearly looking at your own decay I could see it coming nearer dear it is taking you away You said please don’t interfere, tears rolled down my face There is nothing there to fear we’re just gonna live this way What if this were my last breath Would you take it with me It’s probably the death You’ve just begun to see How you made me forget The weaknesses in me You taught me to stand up And fight what’s meant to be I won’t leave you in your sorrow Baby this is not okay If you know there’s no tomorrow I will die with you today You’re the one I gave my heart to If you go I cannot stay We are one going to part two There’s a price then I will pay I won’t let this damn misfortune take my happiness away I will leave this fucking world to follow where you lead the way What if this were my last breath Would you take it with me It’s probably the death You’ve just begun to see How you made me forget The weaknesses in me You taught me to stand up And fight what’s meant to be

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Rejected EP is a spit into the face of all the people who didn’t believe in me, who placed some stupid bullshit numbers game above human connection and creativity. They rejected me and I reject their stupid values. Solo, self-produced, the EP delivers the signature n0trixx sound and fully represents me and my emotions. Each one of the seven tracks is unique both in terms of the vibe and the meaning.

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released November 17, 2023

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