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Tvar
02:15
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Я двуличная тварь
Раздели меня на два
Сколько б ты меня ни звал
Не увидишь никогда
Все мои поступки ложь
В моем слове пустота
Ты от правды не уйдешь
Видишь в зеркале рога
Я не знаю что есть я
Мой диагноз тишина
Сколько можно изменять
Свой моральный ДНК
Где-то там в другое время
На костре сожгут меня
А сегодня твое бремя
Не сойти со мной с ума
Хоть теперь уже наверно
Не остановить тебя
Приучись за километр
Обходить таких как я
Я двуличная тварь
Раздели меня на два
Если это невозможно
Просто четвертуй меня
Двуличная тварь
Раздели меня на два
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Do I Exist
04:06
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Have you ever felt all this pain inside
When you wake up one day and all your life is a lie
You never wanted this and when you try to escape it
A million hands reach out wanting you reined in
You wake up beside a total stranger
Your family feels like it’s someone else’s
Your bed your clothes// your home are tainted
Your friends stare at you with unfamiliar faces
You are confused, you find the solace in your sound
You know you wanna fly but you’re bound to the ground
You try to tear the ropes but they’re tightly tied
And the dual realities start to collide
I am the tumour in my head
My mind is split into shatters
My alter ego wants me dead
But I don’t think that it matters
There’s no way out
I feel I’m broken
Can’t heal my demise
What is it like to be living two lives?
A hypocritical wretch overgrown with lies
The contempt of the people whose beloved died
Cannot match the hatred of the voice inside
They hate everything that you stand for
They hate that you’re not what they want
You’re nothing but a trash can for rejected thoughts
A misfit, a pariah, a sequence of n0ts
I am the tumour in my head
I am the infinite darkness
My alter ego wants me dead
But we’re unlikely to part ways
Mind blows up I cannot soothe her
I don’t know how I can last tremolo
Will she take away my future
Like I took away her past
I feel I’m broken
Can’t heal my demise
Mind knows thoughts unspoken
Doors close walls have eyes
Do you really think that you exist?
Schizophrenic with a story twist
Do you think that you have lost your mind
Shut up the voice inside
Remember when we fell from grace
You watched it from another place?
You really think you were not there
Stop pretending — you did not care
Remember when we fell from grace
You were in another place?
You’re acting like you didn’t care
Do you know that you were there?
Do you really think that you exist?
Schizophrenic with a story twist
How does it feel to destroy your life
Exemplary worker, mother, wife
Is that the life that you came for?
Is that the life that you want?
You’re a psycho with a twisted mind
Screaming from the inside
I feel I’m broken
Can’t heal my demise
Will I take away your future
Like you took away my past
Have I really felt this pain inside
Were we really living separate lives
Did I make up this whole story twist
Do I really think that you exist?
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Hard to Be a God
02:39
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Carnivore sister and cannibal brother
Carnival freak on behalf of the mother
Got no idea which con was the father
Eating the kids if it’s too much to bother
What’s for lunch today?
Putrefaction and decay
I am not okay, I was born this way
Do you want to play?
Anything if you can pay
I was born a prey it’s too late to pray
Broken people twisted bones
Calling names and throwing stones
Every street is filled with moans
There’s no king there are no thrones
Gallows serving as street lights
Fed will be the one who fights
Those that shine too much too bright
Will be slaughtered in the night
The whole town is full of filth
Stupefying stench of piss
Vermin rule in bubbling bliss
In this fathomless abyss
Vomit served in silver cups
To the lords stewing in dirty tubs
Nursing all their bleeding stumps
Pinchin’ the skin ‘til the wound erupts
Ты уже харкаешь кровью
You’ll be dead before you know it
Insides set ablaze in the coldest of flames
The infection spreads like fire
There’s no chance of getting away
Why do the better people
Die never been an equal
Fight when the world is so flawed it’s so
Hard to be a god
Why are the wretched still
Alive in the gutters angels
Writhe when the soul is so cold it’s so
Hard to be a god
There is no cure for this sickness
This disease got no symptoms
Only brain slowly resets
To its primitive instincts
The escape is in your knowledge but you’ve chosen to ignore this
You’ve forgotten how to reason, only picking simple choices
And Your ignorance is an impervious bliss
You could have been taught but you’re taking the piss
It’s a brain self destruction epidemic for the masses
All the books that you have burned would have given you the answers
You are fearing the unknown cuz of the knowledge you are missing
Hating every deviation cuz you simply cannot seize it
Praying to your god ur praying for forgiveness
Blind to your stupor blind to your sickness
Basic common sense is what you’re arguing against
Your kin is doomed to drown in its own pathetic waste
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Hatred
03:05
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Hatred
One two three confess
We’re faceless and dangerous, chromatophoric, acerous
Our darkness contagious pyrophoric and omnivorous
I’ve come here to share this no panic I’ll be generous
Engage with the rage, spit the sickness on the hypocrites
No matter what happens I’ll be sticking to my guns
Screaming and snapping we’ll be having so much fun
There’s no stopping us. Once you’re here you cannot run
My beats will now be dropping heavy bass a fucking ton ugh
Pickin on ghastly sounds of the underworld
Sickening, vastly loud so your blood runs cold
We’re the force of the reckless, unbowed and bold
We’re the source of the madness lo and behold ugh
Hands up as n0trixx be bringin you some new shit
X-rated and so sick you’ll be jumping in the moshpit
Got game it’s insane keep bumping and you’ll fuck with it
My claim is to see you headbanging to the next bit
Hands up or I will shoot!!!
Show me all your fucking energy and rampage
I want to see the floor thumping louder from the mad rage
Thunder in your ears and lightning in your rib cage
Shockwaves as n0trixx takes over the stage
Neurodivergent prevail this is the new age
Riot on a grand scale, we bring you to the next page
Show me who you are and show me all your rampage
Bow down as n0trixx steps up upon the stage
Show me all your fucking energy and rampage
I want to see the floor thumping louder from the mad rage
Thunder in your ears and lightning in your rib cage
Shockwaves as n0trixx takes over the stage
Show me all your fucking energy and rampage
I want to see the floor thumping louder from the mad rage
Thunder in your ears and lightning in your rib cage
Shockwaves as n0trixx takes over the stage
one two three confess
one two three confess
one two three confess
one two three
Show me all your fucking energy and rampage
I want to see the floor thumping louder from the mad rage
Thunder in your ears and lightning in your rib cage
Shockwaves as n0trixx takes over the stage
Show me all your fucking energy and rampage
I want to see the floor thumping louder from the mad rage
Thunder in your ears and lightning in your rib cage
Shockwaves as n0trixx takes over the stage
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Satn
02:29
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This babe is looking hot tonight
Her skin so pale her dress so tight
In a club she would be turning heads for sure But on this floor they’re alone to his delight
Her striking eyes in vacant stare
Her features beautiful and fair
She looks like she’s a cover girl
He thinks he must have seen her there
She is a mess now to be fair
The dirty face the tangled hair
He wonders what could make this beauty
Slip and end up in his lair
Clothes come off her body splendid
She got all of his respect she’s tonight’s special act All the care with which she’s tended
Opposites attract, dead and living interact
Eyes are red and cold and
My skin is made of satin
I worship no one
I’m the daughter of the Satan
His eyes absorb her for a while
His face is twisted in a smile
He always saw the beauty in the things that others find so vile
The lesions are few inches deep
The rigor tucked her in to sleep
Necrosis is purification he always said, they called him creep
She is so perfect she’s a queen
He swears to god he’s never seen
A single lady on this earth that would be looking so supreme
Candles lit he steps in circle
So excited he is choking all his demons now awoken Dead embrace feels so immortal
Lights go off the spell is broken breathing stops her eyes are open
Eyes are red and cold and
My skin is made of satin
I worship no one
I’m the daughter of the Satan
Eyes are red and cold and
My skin is made of satin
I worship no one
I’m the daughter of the Satan
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Right
I had been so good till I
Found my enemy
I had suffered for what’s right
And no one helped me
Tracing my scars
They’ve fucking Carving me apart again
Raising the bar
Skin will rip
Caught in the pit
Fingers rip in and it’s sickening
Going too far
Blood will drip
I’m losing my mind but i feel alive now
I’m laughing inside as the memories fade away
I need you to see I’m stronger
Defending my pride and honour
I need you to see it’s over
I have my own mind stone sober
Tracing my scars
They’ve fucking Carving me apart again
Raising the bar
Skin will rip
Caught in the pit
Fingers rip in and it’s sickening
Going too far
Blood will drip
I open my eyes and I feel alive now
I’m laughing inside as I try to fade away
You could see me suffer when what you took from me you could see me suffer I am crying you could see me suffer everything you’ve done to me let you fry
Wreck yourself you punk you still be lyin
You watch me suffer just to bring it back again
I don’t care about the things you telling about me
Watch yourself living authentic lie
I open my eyes and I feel alive now
I’m laughing inside as I try to fade away
I hear my own voice will it seem familiar
I’m losing my mind but I’m still alive now
You can see me suffer whatchu
You can watch me suffer I am crying
You can see me suffer don’t you fucking hurt me You can watch me suffer I’m alive
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Morphine
03:25
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What if this were my last breath
Would you take it with me
It’s probably the death
You’ve just begun to see
How you made me forget
The weaknesses in me
You taught me to stand up
And fight what’s meant to be
Drowning morphine in your sorrow
Saying baby it’s okay
Knowing there is no tomorrow
Dying every single day
Every time I said it’s hard to
Take that there’s no fucking way
You would smile at me and argue
That’s the price you have to pay
Saw you staring in the mirror clearly looking at your own decay I could see it coming nearer dear it is taking you away You said please don’t interfere, tears rolled down my face There is nothing there to fear we’re just gonna live this way
What if this were my last breath
Would you take it with me
It’s probably the death
You’ve just begun to see
How you made me forget
The weaknesses in me
You taught me to stand up
And fight what’s meant to be
I won’t leave you in your sorrow
Baby this is not okay
If you know there’s no tomorrow
I will die with you today
You’re the one I gave my heart to
If you go I cannot stay
We are one going to part two
There’s a price then I will pay
I won’t let this damn misfortune take my happiness away I will leave this fucking world to follow where you lead the way
What if this were my last breath
Would you take it with me It’s probably the death You’ve just begun to see How you made me forget The weaknesses in me You taught me to stand up And fight what’s meant to be
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